Injury plague

OMG my last finger on my laft hand can't bend now cos its like severly hurt and injured in a way.i've now been in this line for like 4 days and i've already got 3 injuries.OMG.if this goes on i think after this assignment i've be full of injuries and i can juz bid goodbye to modelling forever.like seriously i dun know if i can go back in this state man.if skin graft and regeneration can't improve the situation then i'm in serious trouble man.hahas.

the 1st day already got injury already man.i got "scalded" by some porcelain china sia.like on the 1st day of work.omg.right hand somemore.but in the end i juz ignored it i guess.and i decided to shift the whole breverage tray to the other table.hahas.tks to the caretaker(whatever ur name is i still can't rmb lahs but i will by next week alrights...hahas..)

ok then the next day got some paper cut.right hand 4th finger.haha.like wat in the world sia.i jus merely touched the edge and the pain juz seared through my whole body sia.it was literally paralising man.but its paper and we got to deal with it all day all nite.so can't juz call another person remove the paper to another place rite??even if it is moved we also got to move to the paper or the paper move to us.so what else but to be careful i think.but thanks for the concern though.

then luckily the 3rd day no mishaps at all man.i thought there would a drought in this but lo and behold.the 4th day, it came back much bigger, stronger, and the pain this time was killing man.left hand last finger.it was much worse than the first 2 days combined man.i literally had to stop wat eva i was doing for quite a while to let the assistant did wat eva she was doing.walao man.like now i can't even bend that finger now.it slid acorss the teak lahs and it is quite deep i think.when it bled and i bend it, i can see the layers underneath it man cos it slice the skin but the skin was still attach so it now like a flap of skin there underneath the dressing.omg.i hope it would heal fast man.at the most ignore it lahs.haha.

anyway another new assitant smsed me tt she finally know that all jobs are tough man.hahas.(didn't i told u in the previous post.hahas)but to all people working out there, be it part time, full time , no time or wateva time juz go there and complete what u r suppose to complete man.juz go there and enjoy the process think about the good stuffs and not dwell on the not so pleasant things.take those unpleasant events as a stepping stone towards ur next goal and juz dun commit the same "offense" twice??hahas.tt's my only advise to those who got a job but dun really like it.juz persevere man and in no time its gonna be over and u'll miss it in the future.hahas

A MISTAKE IS NEVER A MISTAKE UNLESS U NEVER LEARN FROM IT
-J Taylor

A SUCCESS IS NEVER A SUCCESS UNLESS U LEARN FROM IT
- J Taylor

All in one... One in all...

ok.i have some feel about blogging now.i crafted part of it on the way home lahs.over flow of creative juices??haha.i'm juz going to squeeze everthing these few days into this post.

ok abt the dedication post thing.it is settled man.the mysterious person obviously knew about it when she read the post and i've already informed her.so yeah...so during a rather routine chat, i brought out the topic of the coded message(an inside thing).haha.during decoding she kept saying(quote:OMG so interesting)hahas.so cute lahs.(i could juz imagine her saying it man)haha.she was like now i know y u move on to designing.hahas.tks for the compliment man.seiously lahs i want to thank her okays....its like another thing i can look forward to when i leave my work place.haha.

ok.on the topic of work.i've got loads of people keep asking me about my rather weird working hours.hahas.ok man i shall tell u guys once and for all man.ok basically my work timing is like 3-11 at the workplace and its like till 3am at home.cause the work time has to synchro with the west, mainly europe(which is like 6-8 hrs depending on which side are u refering to.haha)behind local time so yeah tt's the main reason kays...so actually i'm working from around 8am-8pm lahs which is quite normal in a way.anything after 8, the runway is yours man its beyond my control already.hahas.but so far i think this designing job is rather stressing me out man.i shan't elaborate man but believe me its much worse than shows man.i haven been sleeping for around 40+ to 50 hrs and everyday i'm like surviving on 2 small meals.its so small tt those 2 combined is not even my lunch okays...bombay sapphire is the only thing that is keeping me going now.hais got to get back to work man.blog next time when the time comes i guess...

Post about Posts...

Ok.this is like going to be super short.i'm just going to talk about future posts(if there is any.haha).for the last few posts,i've been rather regular but from today onwards i really don't know how would it go man.i've just started work and when i get home its like 12+ and sometimes in juz not in the zone so yeah i can only blog when i have the feel man.so yeah juz to inform u guys as a rather responsible blogger.hahas.

yeah now i'm in to designing.yeaps no modelling this time rounds man.and designing is real tough.actually all jobs are tough man.no job in the world is easy man no matter how high or how low the pay is.that is for sure.but i guess if u put in your heart, body, mind, soul, blood, sweat, and of course passion then i guess u'll forget all the sufferings along the way.and enjoying all the fruits after the labour would be the most rewarding.

i've just ran out or creative juice(all used up in work today)so i guess i shall stop here.b4 i blabber some nonesense.hahas.byes....

Dedication Post

this post is specially crafted for someonE.for the others, there would be a HUGE proportion of it being an inside sort of thing so if u don't really understand its ok.its meant to be that way anyway.haha.its for someone that was there when i needed anyone the most.though i was not at rock bottom at that point of time, i was nearly there but thankfully there was someone to prevent me from sliding further into the pits.in fact the person lifted my spirits up a little and probably made my day.haha.i won't and shan't tell u who is it.the only person that i feel should know about it is the person who played a part in it and that person would definitely know about it.afterall u said its my character that i want to let only those involved know about what is going on yeah?so if u know what that statement is and remembered telling me that most probably the person is you.haha.its ok if u don't immediately get it now.haha.i'll still inform u about it no matter what.for the rest of u have fun guessing but i won't tell u who is it at all and i'll leak out nothing about whom i'm refering to.if u ask me, i'll just say "maybe" OR "i don't know leh" even if u really get the correct answer.its meant to be MYSTERIOUS and this mystery can only be known by one.hahas

ok now for the post proper.i just want to say a BIG thank you to u.thanks for being there for me when u I needed someone just to talk to and share my "problems"(as what u said)haha.it was real fun chatting with u and i seriously enjoyed it a lot like i wished it would be forever but so sad u got to leave EARLY but i'm perfectly fine with it.cause for things that u really enjoy, just a bit would do wonders and for me it really did.haha.i believe after that conversation we had, both of us understand each other much better and i'm certain that u got the CLEARER and BIGGER picture.hahas.

i believe u were the first one to read the post what hit me the hardest was that U immediately responded to it and by how u responded.ur 1st reply was like the super main thing but u thought it was not.OMG.hahas.i guess that is what people call the pure innocence of things.u don't think it is but it actually is.hahas.cool man.that was like the ONLY remedy at that point of time and u gave it to me.thanks man.

hopefully what we discussed can really come true man.though NOT totally impossible i believe it gonnA be a bit tough.but i guess if both sides are willing i believe i can still see a glimmer of hope.like what u said it juz the start of the HOLS man.so i shall be positive about it.hahas

hey hopefully we can continue with such chats whenever man.currently i would like to assume its the usually timing bahs.u KNOW lahs tt usual timing lors(i've yet to settle my designing thing so when the designing JARGONS is done which will be later, maybe it will change.but i hope not.)i shall keep my fingers crossed man.hahas.have fun in finding what u want to find bahs.hahas

My new assignment

so since i'm not going for any show i've got to do something in retrurn rites??i wanna thank the company for being rather flexible about this.i also wanna thank the agents and managers from both party for making it possible.thanks guys.i owe u one man.so i guess i'll embark on it real soon so maybe i can't go and chill out as often anymore.sad man.but i'll still try to go out as often as possible.hahas.hey i really wanna do what i like okays...its the holidays man what u expect me to do??.furthermore i need to be out to draw inspiration and ideas.but that does not and will not mean that i'll give a heck to my job man.in everything i do i shall do it well man if not y bother rite??haha.when a wave of inspiration comes sweeping i'll get the designs done perfectly for u guys alrights...and i'll make sure its completed before the dateline of course.meanwhile i hope i can still go out regularly and meet with u guys man.

To MODs:i heard u guys pull off a one of a heck in Mad.wat were u guys thinking man.haha.hey no matter wad have fun man.anyway i've receive the photos u guys sent me man.tks.hey Tracy i agree with u(for the 1st time) that the spring/summer collection'09 designs are rather weird and oddly different this time round man.haha.lucky none of that for me.haha.i'll be waiting for u guys to return back home.hais miss u guys so much man.......(a wave of inspiration just hit me)haha.back to my designs man.i'll blog next time whenever i blog...byes.......

My thoughts...My wishful thinking...hahas

ok.its gonna get random.i'm really not in the zone man.feeling a little down and i dun know why.sighs....maybe its because i dun know when is the next time i'm gonna go out again.(i believe its gonna be a long time before i going out again man)anyway after going out to so many places so many times for the past week i still dun really have that feel man and have yet to fully wanted to accomplish wat i wanna do.what should i do?!?!hais.

for the benefit of those who asked my y i wanna and like to go out so much, the main reason y i wanna go out is not to spend money(since i dun have that much to start with),not to run away from home, not even juz to go out just for fun.actually all i want is juz to talk to somebody(erm..its free, simple, easy and everyone can do it unless u can't talk then that's a different story)and to spend time with my friends since i've not much time left.isn't that the reason y i gave up all the shows and appearances this year??but somehow things are not as smooth sailing as i hope it would be and things are just not happening.i don't know whether it will happen but i'll be positive about it yeah? :)that's about the only thing i can do rites??so to soften the mood around here i shall give u an analogy which i've juz thought off just in case some of u are wondering what in the world i'm talking about.i'll keep it simple.ok here is the situation.i've got a lot of things in my pockets.they are filled to the max sometimes they even overflow and fall out.sometimes i forget all about it and sometimes i just carry them in the palms of my hand.i can't say that they are all high end "feel good"products that gets everyone high.but there are some of them.some are juz neutral but there are hardly any negativity in any of them.but i can definitely confirm something that is they are all rather close to my inner self that i dun mind sharing as long as......lol.anyway back to the analogy,i'm walking down a street called life and i'm actively searching for someone to whom i can share these with.i've been creating opportunities for them to be shared,always i get so close sometimes as close as on the verge of going to share it then just when i thought it is picture perfect,there is always an unexpected turn of events that just change the whole event and i just got to take them in my stride,retreat back and continue to look for new opportunities.i don't mind to try to share it again with the people that i've tried before but did not succeed.i always believe in letting bygones be bygones and not dwell on the unpleasant past and the failures of the past.so yeah tt's abt it.the bottom line is i just need to find someone whom i can share my thoughts accompanyed by the perfect atmosphere to pour everything out in case u are wondering, they are not negative things at all.haha.the prob is always the atmosphere juz make it so not possible for me to do anything.anyway if any of u have heard anything?(esp the MODs if u know wat the MOD stands for then probably u guys are the ones i'm refering to.haha), u have heard nothing abt it lahs cause i've not told anyone anything about it.haha.furthermore u guys are in Madrid now.have fun and put on the show as if its gonna be your last.haha.i juz wonder who shall hear it 1st........searching, searching and still searching.

sry tt this is rather boring.i really juz don't have that feel now man.and i said its gonna be random.haha.next post will be on my new assignment.haha

Jonathan Taylor OR Jonathan Tay lor

Before I start on anything, its bye bye to Melody Chauzee(u'll get it later as u read on.haha).we shall see u back in 10 days when u come back.haha.

ok so i went out twice to orchard in the last few days.one on wednesday and one on friday.i shall juz blog about the friday one.the wednesday one shall remain a secret to those who went.haha.ok i went to centrepoint to settle some personal stuffs then i went to meet my friends.woah then sue had to go home like so fast.haha.but i guess its ok.we can meet another time.then in the end we decided to watch a show.OMG the show is super pathetic man.action was above average, story line was average, the gore was rather sick and the ending was the worse one i've ever seen in my life!it was like so super sudden and it juz left the whole story hanging in the air.what the crap man.the gore was like...ok so they kidnapped that guy and tied his individual fingers to the table then some terrorist used a hammer to smash his fingers.they really did show the smashed finger with the blood and his finger nail gone.i think this part was captured quite well it was sudden and impactful.haha.alrights enough abt the movie.

ok then after that we went to eat fish and co.it was fun lahs.ting yong crapped with the singer.he was like asking who is Nigel then that ting yong go raise his hand and go crap with that guy.yeah so most of us ordered fish and chips lah(what else rite??)ok now for the link to the title for this post.we were like chatting then melody was like saying she went to see my blog then she asked the origins for the blog address.she was like asking:"eh tay ur blog add is it jonathan taylor or jonathan tay lor"i was like amuzed for a while.i seriously did not consider the latter as a possibility.but it made me realised that is very possible.so my blog address is like a fusion now.those who want to have the western feel can interpret as jonathan taylor and to add a tinge of local flavour it can be read as jonathan tay lor.haha.that's what i like about meeting people and making new friends man.they juz widen your horizon and u get to see many things at many different angles.so yeah treasure your friends out there and value them for what they are and u will juz find that they are actually very wonderful people.seriously like she was the 1st one who asked me that so yeah thanks for asking man.haha.anyway for those of u that are wondering, it was actually meant to be jonathan taylor and not jonathan tay lor.but it doesn't matter man which ever way u interpret it is fine with me. :)

then melody has to go home cause she is flying the next day so we sent her off with some one.(Shhss......)then the rest of us juz slack at the mrt station and talk a little.then everyone juz went home(this part is boring.shan't blogged abt it too much.)In summation we juz didn't go home immediately alrights...

for me the fun part was the after hours man.haha.in the tranqility,serenity and quiteness of the night or should i say morning.i happen to sent a goodbye message to melody,which i did not expect her to reply on that day itself(that was like 12.30+),but apparently she did.i was like shouldn't u be sleeping u got a plane to catch tmr man.haha.so we juz chat on phone for a while then went online and keep each other company till abt 3 i think.we joked abt the Taylor thing again.then she said she shall change her name to Melody Chauzee.haha.she told me to call her that.so yeah haha.then i tink she went to play CS.haha.so random.For that day i think i enjoyed the chatting the most bahs.hahas.for some reason i like chatting online.haha.maybe its for the feeling of nostalgia i guess.who knows??who cares??all i know is that i enjoy the company of my friends.haha.yeah for some reason i got bombarded by a wave of conversation towards the end.hey it only one me.u can't expect me to reply to everyone instantly rite??yeah so that was practically how my day went.what i was happy was that it ended on a high man.endings of everything is like super super important.it can make u forget all the sadness that occured earlier or it can also make u forget all the happiness that u've received earlier.yeah so no matter what, end everything on a high.WOOTS.....GET HIGH!!!

Post Prom

So the event overran like any other event.too bad we got to vacate the place for wateva reason.so tooks pics with a few of other friends.sorry Pearl can't take with u the final pose.(u lah come down so late)but i guess its ok.haha.yeah so after that the real fun begins.we lagged for a while before deciding to watch a midnite movie.it appeared to be a struggle for a few ppl to make their way there.(i shan't tell u the reason)but we eventually made it there safe and sound except for some aching feet all else was fine.so we were there abt 11+ and watch Madasgascar 2(MOVE IT!) at 12.50 and we went there late.btw those time Evers played some free com games while I enjoyed a few rounds of pool.Sue was pro man she was leading me at 1st OMG but in the end i won.haha.then they played some "spot the difference game"and Melody also pointed to the "same spot"(censored)and it appears that it was always correct.haha.

Another startling news was Sue saw her primary school teacher.she said he was gay.(maybe he dun like her then she got jealous so she called him gay)haha.but it was cool to finally see teachers coming out to have their own life at night man.maybe the perceptions of teachers have changed over time.who say teachers can't party and have night life??

I recommend u guys to watch Madagascar 2, the message behind it is very strong.For the best effect, get a group of best friends, watch it and MOVE IT! based on personal experience, u will feel more for your friends, learn to treasure them much more and value all the memorable times u guys spent together.u will realise that they are indispensible and most of the happy times u had is with your friends.u guys laugh together, cry together, work together etc.u might get emo after the movie and have a don't feel like leaving u guys feel but with that aside you would definitely enjoy it.

Another shocking incident happen during the movie.when we went in i saw Janielson and his friend.OMG.it was like so coincidence.we did not even plan it and of all people we were sitting together.this is what i call real fate man.haha.so sad u guys going to the airport to ur friends.hey Jan dun feel sad abt someone not coming man.maybe u just got to have the extra special touch.u still got time.but if u do not manage to get it, its ok man there are many out there.so after the movie we took a special photo and Jeremy finally show us what happen to his hair.haha.its ok.it will grow back in no time.

So we went down and I was forced to do some catwalk but luckily they didn't succeed.haha.hey no catwalk in public man especially when there are so many people looking.so paiseh lah.like so many people looking.haha.so in the end we took some photos.(I'll keep those photos 4eva man)Sue's pose as xiao ting was cute lahs.that was like abt 3 am??so i understand some people can't really function properly.haha.but i'll still keep it.

Then came the hardest and the most painful part-bidding goodbye
OMG.i really wish that was not needed but sighs...we got say goodbye afterall.hey i might be appearing that there was nothing on the surface but inside i was bleeding alrights....but i didn't cry lah.i'll really miss u guys man.luv u guys 4eva.so we just parted ways.the girls had a stay over so the rest just return to their respective homes.then even before i could get into the taxi i receive a phone call for a moment i thought it was my parents but luckily it was not.about the contents of the phone call i'll keep it a secret.haha.its only between the 3 of us.the call came as a shock but i really enjoyed it.hey people relax man we can and must do this again.i heard one of u guys are planning for the next trip.i'll be looking forward to it man.i should be free everyday except 15-19 dec(most probably).i'll be patiently waiting.for now have fun during the holidays man.it might seem like 2 mths but i tell u it would disappear in a blink of an eye.rmb how we countdown our 0 levels we tout 2 mths was a long time but soon we realised it like here.so treasure the free time.most probably after this hols some of us would lose contact for some reason(i hope we don't), go our own ways, have a new grp of friends and soon we would just start to drift further and further apart.finding back such times would take a great deal of effort.yeah so i'm i to treasure all of u guys man.byes....

Prom

left a bit later than planned so someone had to wait for about an extra 20 min?but nvm thanks for the smooth journey anyway.i always enjoy ur drive mostly because u speed.haha.anyway the delay happens to be a blessing in disguise.when i was at Goodwood Park then i receive an sms from Eugene.haha.he was like behind me what a coincidence man.but he arrived before the"latest arrival time allowed".yeah like there was a quite a few of my friends already there at the entrance like hardo, ernest, kok, ken, quint, and some others.the thing obviously didn't start on time.yeah took many photos with all my friends it was cool man finally seeing all of us out of school having the freedom to express ourselves in what ever way we wanted.yeah so as expected some girls were dressed in a pretty hot manner.but yeah they are all my friends hot or not hot.who cares??our friendships are HOT that is what that matter the most.yeah that is what that is important man.i dun think i would be posting any photos.i deemed those as secrets and sacred and i believe those that should have the photos already has it.yeah so we started off with some games though we did not win but it was fun with me and kok solving the puzzle.then the food came.the food was average(like what can u really expect from $55 rite??)and after that i got sabo by my grp of friends.u guys screemed so loudly.haha.but yeah it was fun doing the cat walk thing.but hey thanks for the support man.so actually missed quite a number of food because of that.then there was a song by Mr Sashi and Mr Sameul Lim.our two talented and comical PE teachers.i think Sashi cried when his class when towards him man.but i can see that his class was very united no matter what which is something that we all can learn about.so after that saw some class videos then the prom was over.but for some of us the end of the prom signals the start of our own party.haha.yeah but before that we all start taking photos again.yeah and Pearl all your crazy ideals of taking 222 photos of us.too bad we didn't succeed in that.so we missed our last shot.i was looking forward to ur final idea man.but hey i guess there will be next time bah.but i still want to know what was ur final crazy idea man.hope u had a great fun taking randoms at Orchard.haha.yeah took some photos with my ex classmates man.u guys were very touching.Damen and JK i'll remember our fun times crapping at the back of the class creating lame jokes about everything and anything.haha.i'll miss those times man.so just slacked around the hotel since our hotel idea didn't take off so i went off with another grp and party.heard that e4 wanted to go clubbing but in the end change to KTV.i'm sure u guys had fun.though the event alone wasn't fun by itself but with all the school mates it just brings alive the whole thing.after all that is what prom is for rite??seeing each other for the last time, celebrating the end of exams and bidding goodbye to everyone.its sad but its a life process i guess.......(not so emo already.maybe the truth has already start to set in.- the is always an end to a party no matter how much we want to avoid it- Sighs....)

Anyway upon further consideration i decided to blog about after prom in the next post.the things there are just too close to my heart so i wanted to dedicate i post just for it.

The Inaugural Post

Hey to many of u this would be the 1st blog post u ever seen but i believe its ok. There's always a 1st in everything rite??Just like how i watched my first late nite movie.i'll talk about that in the next post.Don't really want to bring the feeling of nostalgia back yet.But i'll miss all u guys man especially those whom I went out with that night.For those of u wondering what happen to the previous blog, erm.. u can consider it gone.but our friendship at those moments would last forever.i'll try to update as regularly as possible but no guarantees.I hope that you would visit this site as regularly as possible.tks ppl.yeah so stay cool and have fun during the prime of our lives man.