Dedication Post

this post is specially crafted for someonE.for the others, there would be a HUGE proportion of it being an inside sort of thing so if u don't really understand its ok.its meant to be that way anyway.haha.its for someone that was there when i needed anyone the most.though i was not at rock bottom at that point of time, i was nearly there but thankfully there was someone to prevent me from sliding further into the pits.in fact the person lifted my spirits up a little and probably made my day.haha.i won't and shan't tell u who is it.the only person that i feel should know about it is the person who played a part in it and that person would definitely know about it.afterall u said its my character that i want to let only those involved know about what is going on yeah?so if u know what that statement is and remembered telling me that most probably the person is you.haha.its ok if u don't immediately get it now.haha.i'll still inform u about it no matter what.for the rest of u have fun guessing but i won't tell u who is it at all and i'll leak out nothing about whom i'm refering to.if u ask me, i'll just say "maybe" OR "i don't know leh" even if u really get the correct answer.its meant to be MYSTERIOUS and this mystery can only be known by one.hahas

ok now for the post proper.i just want to say a BIG thank you to u.thanks for being there for me when u I needed someone just to talk to and share my "problems"(as what u said)haha.it was real fun chatting with u and i seriously enjoyed it a lot like i wished it would be forever but so sad u got to leave EARLY but i'm perfectly fine with it.cause for things that u really enjoy, just a bit would do wonders and for me it really did.haha.i believe after that conversation we had, both of us understand each other much better and i'm certain that u got the CLEARER and BIGGER picture.hahas.

i believe u were the first one to read the post what hit me the hardest was that U immediately responded to it and by how u responded.ur 1st reply was like the super main thing but u thought it was not.OMG.hahas.i guess that is what people call the pure innocence of things.u don't think it is but it actually is.hahas.cool man.that was like the ONLY remedy at that point of time and u gave it to me.thanks man.

hopefully what we discussed can really come true man.though NOT totally impossible i believe it gonnA be a bit tough.but i guess if both sides are willing i believe i can still see a glimmer of hope.like what u said it juz the start of the HOLS man.so i shall be positive about it.hahas

hey hopefully we can continue with such chats whenever man.currently i would like to assume its the usually timing bahs.u KNOW lahs tt usual timing lors(i've yet to settle my designing thing so when the designing JARGONS is done which will be later, maybe it will change.but i hope not.)i shall keep my fingers crossed man.hahas.have fun in finding what u want to find bahs.hahas